WASTE AWAY

love dies, cuz it dies
it wishes to die, begs me for
painless merciful more,
be me beg me beg me beg beg
beg to die with them, and you cry
waste time
waste days
waste months
waste years
waste away waste away waste away waste away
wat is selfishness, beg for mercy no more pain?
then im a selfish bitch and i wish the pain away.
i waste away over this bullshit
i wanna waste away


~Ashley M. Carter~

how can i

how can i tell you without telling you
well this is how i start:

i love the way you hit me
and how i came to park
i love it when you lie to me
and how you stop and stare
and slice me with those blades of eyes
thats how i know you care
i love the way you torture me
and take her from my view
i love the way you hate me just as much as i hate you

~Ashley M. Carter~

a ufo

i wish......
an the sound explodes my thoughts
i forgot
now how can you reimburse me?
tell me please
so priceless
my dreams
come to me
an you snatch them away
without one thought
towards me
or the realness of your deed

so how can i
shoot this down
this foreign object in my thoughts
your voice in my head
i wish that it was dead
along with your soul
your heart

till behold

you are no longer there
an my thoughts flow so free
there's no more use for these
endless poetries
i will have peace

In Hiding

Today was a bad day

I died today

I watched my life from the sky

And my soul died

My body was blind

To true feelings

The signs

I got from my dreams

Fueled my being

And she flew flew away

Till her heart touched the sky

And she died

And You think You're so Smart

So how did you do it?

Tell me once more

Guide me

And teach me

Tell me my score

Grade me my work

And I sell you my skill

The way I just fooled you

I gave you my frill

My pride and my gussie

And all of my thrills

Just for a class

Of your infamous

tricks

If You Hinder My Vision

The whisps of a hair across my face

Not mine

blood and the remains of one

from whom life was stripped

And my dense demeanor remains

In her place

Never will there be another

Golden hair across my face

And I throw

a decapitated frame away

My heart in his chest... and my lips on his neck

no one can ever understand
the span of my life on his trek
my heart in his chest
and my lips on his neck
you'd think i'd be found out before he caught debt

his thoughts to console
and my hands to unfold
a secret to never repent

i would love him till death
And my punishment met
and my jail time would hinder his trek
through death valley he holds
my heart in his soul
his punishment never was met