VOLUNTEER!

VOLUNTEER!
Current mood: ready for change
Category: Blogging

so many people died
so many die everyday
why can't they see there is so much more to life like........:


global warming
cutting down trees
teen pregnancy
and
STDs. o_0



They just make my heart warm with CUTE little fuzzies. :)


SUICIDE IS NOT THE WAY!


Step in and help your community!



~Ashley M. Carter~

Do I Meander Until I Am Worthless...?

Do I Meander Until I Am Worthless...?
Current mood: silly stupid... like duh! but you still don't get
Category: Writing and Poetry

i think i am worth it now
or do i meander
until i am worthless
value shrinks considerably
yes i am worth it now

let's just encounter
others infallible

i guess i am worth it now

no you have to walk up and down on those streets for you to be worth or around
you have to be an impeccable creep

I think i am worth it now
or do i meander until i am worthless

then i'd be worth it no doubt


~Ashley M. Carter~

the ants go marching......

the ants go marching......
Current mood: artistic
Category: Blogging

down the line not one will stray
the sickest breath
but none will break
inhale they must, or live today
the way they fear
and dream away.

they cast aside
the one they hope
to someday follow
they prod and poke

though they already see

the impending mutiny

they watch and wait

so hope can reverse the crippling

effect

uniformity has.

~Ashley M. Carter~

one fluid.... ANSWER

one fluid.... ANSWER
Current mood:wistful
Category: Writing and Poetry

why can't i extend
my thoughts
all into one
fluid... answer

why can't i say what's on mind
without you having to decipher?

well... if i write what's in my head, like I'm doing right now
my thoughts get all scrambled n tangled
cuz every little piece of you
clouds my mind
and any little thought of you
grabs onto a floating
whimsical DREAM and takes over

until you
are all i think about


~Ashley M. Carter~

Mother

Mother
Current mood:wistful
Category: Writing and Poetry

even though you're scatter-brained
and hair stands out on end
you're polished prim
while others prime and cover up their skin
i know you, you just don't know
that i am so inclined
to muster up the courage
just to say what's on my mind

my head falls off
without a bite
a laugh instead could kill
just to hug my mother
it is more than just a thrill

~Ashley M. Carter~

bury your past in my backyard

bury your past in my backyard
Current mood: evil
Category: Parties and Nightlife

....the dirt in our CLAWS
they jump from all bounds
bonded out
the bonds were broken
an you understand in the mind
now in the ground
and your hair is matted
while you gasp to breathe

im sorry i thought you were DEAD

you love with everything inside of you
then inside of you is dead
give up the rest

take your REST



~Ashley M. Carter~

Obsession

Ugh.... Obsession il1 only
Current mood: apathetic
Category: Writing and Poetry

....I must believe
you are naive
an so stucc on wat was

like OH MY MOTHER EFFIN GOSH
i wish they'd pull the plug
your pleas a whisper
in my ear
i thought that he was oh so dear
near to your heart

but i must say

i must be nearer
cuz everyday
you sit an think why does she care
how can she dare
whats oh so FAIR

baby honey sugar plum
I DONT LOVE HIM
i never begun

~Ashley M. Carter~

Do I Know

Do I Know
Current mood: dirty
Category: Writing and Poetry

....i feel so evil
heard my sound
detested
gross my own self out

i know that i am wrong to wish
pain on an innocent
would-be friend

but my hoarsness
softly pains my soul
open.... and nothing
can pass the threshold

i do not speak
he does not move
deliverance
it will never come
my pain will never come undone

no one will ever know the truth
how you feel about me
how i felt about you

~Ashley M. Carter~

Sarcasm

Sarcasm
Current mood: confused
Category: Writing and Poetry

....Sporadically
without a reason
thoughts consume me
a lover's season
they parade around
smirks on their faces
still losing battle
leaves me complacent

how can we be
so honestly
in love

while treacherous fights wont cease
their suffering

it carries on
my patience thins
and we decide
to live in sin
while gods of time
change love sublime
and shut the dungeon
for all time

leaves they fall
and flowers bloom
the cold steel ends
a lover's gloom

the tortuous path
it weaves a web
lies and deceit
you lie in bed
while it lies in wait
for summertime
to start anew
and end our lives

and still we win
cause at the end
the bestest love
started with sin

~Ashley M. Carter~

A Pendulum

A Pendulum
Current mood: pessimistic
Category: Writing and Poetry

....malicious acts
i lash out fierce
a blade but only
words can pierce

just tell the truth
i beg of you

and you'll lessen the blow
i'm forced to endure

while you steady lift the weight off one
the pendulum spun
i'm on the run
the hole it grows
i fall down faster

gravity rips through the air
i gasp for
more and more
you choke it out
till i take no more
the blood it clouds
my pupils

i see
nothing but you
my life, my death
my heart pursues

~Ashley M. Carter~

ride or DIE

ride or DIE
Current mood: uncomfortable
Category: Writing and Poetry

....i do not wish the pain away
for once.......
i welcome it with open arms

~

every warning i head
with warm unanimity
unwavering affection
towards my
wholesome inperfection

i bite down hard on brick
cause i like the way it feels

slow grown dominatrix
away from flesh he peels
her skin until
all is revealed

and nothing is concealed

run into burning fire
for more succulent desire
burn his mark into my soul
and although he is a liar

please don't ever leave my side
i'll cut my heart out
for the ride

~Ashley M. Carter~