Do I Know

Do I Know
Current mood: dirty
Category: Writing and Poetry

....i feel so evil
heard my sound
detested
gross my own self out

i know that i am wrong to wish
pain on an innocent
would-be friend

but my hoarsness
softly pains my soul
open.... and nothing
can pass the threshold

i do not speak
he does not move
deliverance
it will never come
my pain will never come undone

no one will ever know the truth
how you feel about me
how i felt about you

~Ashley M. Carter~

ride or DIE

ride or DIE
Current mood: uncomfortable
Category: Writing and Poetry

....i do not wish the pain away
for once.......
i welcome it with open arms

~

every warning i head
with warm unanimity
unwavering affection
towards my
wholesome inperfection

i bite down hard on brick
cause i like the way it feels

slow grown dominatrix
away from flesh he peels
her skin until
all is revealed

and nothing is concealed

run into burning fire
for more succulent desire
burn his mark into my soul
and although he is a liar

please don't ever leave my side
i'll cut my heart out
for the ride

~Ashley M. Carter~