Do I Know

Do I Know
Current mood: dirty
Category: Writing and Poetry

....i feel so evil
heard my sound
detested
gross my own self out

i know that i am wrong to wish
pain on an innocent
would-be friend

but my hoarsness
softly pains my soul
open.... and nothing
can pass the threshold

i do not speak
he does not move
deliverance
it will never come
my pain will never come undone

no one will ever know the truth
how you feel about me
how i felt about you

~Ashley M. Carter~